The producer for Sorority Life was our producer for RW10. Aaawww...Russ Heldt. He is the best man ever. I swear, I would do anything for this guy to be my uncle. I love Russ. I wonder if he enjoyed filming those sisters, particularly the ones that like to exclude anyone who isn't Jewish. Not, I don't like segregators.

Well, I decided to work out to my own Yoga video, which is really funny, but it was so hard. My arms were killing me. I'm mad though because I sort of wish I had gone to the gym, but you can't go past 4pm if you want to be able to do anything in there. It's so crowded. I want to go running, but I have to wait until the sun is about to go down, or it's too damn hot.

I had a dream last night that I was poor. I don't mean less fortunate, I mean poor. I dreamt I had $10,000, but gave it to a friend who needed it for something. I was homeless with only a candy bar to my name. I remember feeling strangely motivated. I thought, "There are a lot of things I could do. I could file things, work in an office, I could go back to waiting tables." I wasn't thinking bigger, like a career, because I needed to get a paycheck immediately. I thought that I would be fine. I was so optimistic, it was weird. I just felt determined to get back on top. I thought I would start small, buy nothing, eat only what I needed to survive, and save up money. Hmmm...I wonder what that dream means.

Also, why does everyone in this world have better hair than me? Why do I have the worst hair in the world? It looked so healthy so long ago. I fucked it up. Look at Genevieve's hair on Trading Spaces. So thick, shiny, healthy. ARGH!! Okay, I give it a year before I chop it. A year, tops.