I feel like half of my soul was just torn from my body. Basically, I feel half dead. On the up side, I feel half alive, which is better than completely dead, and I've got a lot of shit I need to do with this half soul of mine because by the end of this week, my life may take a little flip in a new direction. No, that's not right. It's not going to take a new direction at all. I like the direction I'm in, and this should just be some fun shit I do right before I begin a normal life as a normal person. I don't want my life to "change" anymore. I know adjustments are made, but as far as silly shit becoming too central in my life - well, I'm done with that.

I have to work out, buy clothes for hot weather, and find Kerastase Nutritive Serum Nutri-Instant. That's a hair product that makes my hair look normal, and I'm down to the last drop. It's a terrifying panic you experience on the most superficial of levels when you run out of a precious product that cannot be bought just anywhere. I can't find it in Boston, and though I haven't searched through Newbury St, I'm afraid I won't find it before I leave. Will it be the end of the world? No. It will be the end of my hair, and though that is not important in the grande scheme of things, it's important in the scheme of my appearance, and I've never been one to deny that I like to look nice and like to put in effort to do so.

I'm going to write more in a Random Thought.

Oh, so sad, so sad. (Actually, it's ridiculously adorable...)