Stay calm, stay calm.

Now, I believe you would all hate my hair. I'm not exactly sure what is going on yet. I'm not sure what style this is. It's short, very short. I've gone shorter than this, much shorter, so it's not that that bothers me. I'm just not sure how to style it. I don't know what to do with short hair and bangs together, it's sort of weird. I didn't know what I wanted, so I didn't get what I wanted...I couldn't. I just did something. And I'm not sure how I feel about this "something."

I guess I just don't feel very sexy. I feel sorta cutsy, but not great. Ick. I can't even talk about it just yet. I need to go shopping. I don't know what clothes go with this hair. Shit. I just need to give it time. I'll love it in time.