I have a very bad feeling about tonight. I should have gone to NJ tonight, and part of me thinks I still should, as dangerous as it is to drive late at night, driving five and half hours by myself sounds beyond exhausting. I'm just thinking that being here is a bad idea. This party tonight doesn't even begin until 10, and I was hoping it would start at 8 and then I could creep up to bed at 10. One roommate has DJ equipment and will be "spinning" cheesy techno all night. Good thing I hate techno. Shit, I should go somewhere else to sleep. Damn, that's such a long time to drive. Fuck.