Okay, so I have an audition for Guiding Light. Yeah, that's the reaction I had too. Why? I have no idea what is going on, but sure, okay, I'll try to be a soap opera person. Really, all I have to do is getting over my phobia for acting. The idea of practicing those lines makes me feel so uncomfortable. You know it could be so fun, but I have to cry in it. How could I actually conjur up tears? I was able to cry once from acting, but it wasn't acting with words. It was a dance. God, I remember whn dancing was everything to me, even though I had so little technique (bad turnout, knees that never completely lock, and no extension). Still, my favorite part was the drama. I liked doing those dances where you tell a story. My friend Briehan and I did this amazing dance about dying of cancer. I cried in that one I think. I just got so into it. It was really fun. I knew this girl though that could cry on command. "Look, I can make myself cry," and boom, full blown sobbings. Tears streaming down her face, lip quivering. Wasn't even convincing, it was actual crying. Shit, how does one do that?