Been feeling a bit down lately. Don't think the soap opera things is going to work out. The woman said that I'm too young for the role. She said I can audition for it anyway. We'll see, but I don't imagine much happening there. I'm going to try. I'm starting to have a hard time telling the difference between being realistic and being negative. I don't know what is pursuing a dream and what is being stupid and flighty. I don't know what is what I fantasize and what is what I really hope for. I think I've blurred out too much. I think I've fogotten to figure things out. A few things have gotten clearer. I'm starting to realize some priorities.

Anyway, I wrote a random thought. It's literally random. It's all over the damn place and lacks any thread. Well, it's more just a rambling. Whatever, you'll see. The last issue I discuss in it will have to further developed. Fate's a big one, and I'm no where close to figuring it out. Go check it out.