I don't know what the problem is, but I've been moody today. Horribly so. I don't know what the problem is, but I've been losing it. First, my computer has been slow. No, I mean slow for MY computer, which means I might as well be booting up Apple IIEs. That started off my day pretty badly. Just put me in a bad mood. I didn't do the things I needed to do today. I was in one of those moods where I need to get out of the house, but I just can't. Hate everything I'm watching, but can't turn off the TV. Just shitty feeling.

Went out with one of my old friends from high school, and that was fun. Always nice to see her.

Then we watched the bachelor, and I swear, I hate that show. I hate everyone on it. Brooke said, "I deserve better than this." Oh really, half-wit? Really? I'm sorry, if you go on a show that has you COMPETING with like thirty girls for some loser asshole's attention, then you don't deserve better. I want to talk about Aaron. I hate him. Let me begin by saying that I don't understand the appeal. Unbelievably not good looking, not engaging, not funny, not interesting, and the worst kisser that has ever walked the planet.

Helene - could you give a shit about him anyway?

A: "Um...so, like, I definitely love you. Really, I mean, I've known ever since I met you. Can you remember that far back?"

H: "Wow...well...uh...thanks. Yeah, and I totally feel the same way. I do. really. I do, seriously. Um...yeah."

Could there be less chemisty? I'd say it was the worst acting I've ever seen, but this is supposed to be REAL LOVE!!! I guess they're joining J.Lo's House of Crap, taking a seat in the Retarted Marriages Lounge. Ugh. Such bullshit. I know I shouldn't care, but I'm tired of marriage being made insignificant and devalued in this world. I mean, what are they saying in their vows? "I plan to honor you until I don't, and love you until our divorce, which - with our hard work - we can push back for at least two years."

Also, is it wrong that I hate people who make easy money? I really do. I think it's not fair, and I resent them. Am I wrong to? Probably, but I don't give a fuck. I'm in a bad mood.

I need cuddles.