God, last night sucked so badly, it was amazing. I don't know WHAT the deal was, but the bar was packed and we STILL didn't make any money. It was a negative group of people. I got horrible vibes from everyone. Even though I walked in there in a great mood, I walked out feeling truly horrible about a lot of things. Granted, this is a particular week where my moods tend to be unpredictable, but STILL. It was the people. So many drunken assholes, so many people with so little respect for themselves or anyone else. SO many girls dressed like they're going to the VMAs or some shit. Do they know where they are? You're in Brighton, girls. Chill on the cleavage.

I did, however, see Jacqulyn...a name I will never be able to spell. She was in Palm Springs with us for the Real World finals. I was routing for her. I thought she would be the most original cast member of any show. She would've been PERFECT for it. I also think she would have handled the airing crap really well. There's a girl who knows who she is, likes it, and doesn't care what other people think. She would have had quite the fan base.

Anyway, it's been a simpler day. I slept until 2pm. A new record. I didn't even stay up until 6am like I normally do. Yeah, I got almost 11 hours of deep, deep sleep, which I guess I really needed. I don't know how people do that 4 or 6 hours a night every day of their lives. If I don't get one night of 11 hours of sleep every few nights, forget it - I'm a horrendous person.

I've managed to steer clear of too much TV, which is good. Still having a hard time focusing when I'm reading. I swear, one boring paragraph and my mind starts wandering. I've never had concentration problems before, but I have them now.

I've been doing more Yoga. I've decided what my target areas are. First, I need to get onto a regular cardio routine. I haven't done real cardio in half a year, I think, and I think it would make ALL the difference, but I like doing cardio outside, and that's difficult to do when it's 20 degrees on a warm day. Anyway, I also never work on my butt or hamstrings (Yoga will fix this). If I can target these areas, I'll feel a little more complete. I also need to get my ass drinking more water.

That's the thing, I need to drink so much water because working at this place is just unhealthy. Here I am, a real non-smoker for months and months, but I have to run around, yell at the top of my lungs so my customers can hear me over the blaring Avril Lavigne, and suck in about 30 cartons worth of side-stream. It's such bullshit. I wake up with a soar throat, and I didn't do anything wrong, you know? Why should my health suffer? I quit smoking.

I'm going bridesmaid dress shopping on Sunday. FFFFFFFUUUUUUUUNNNNNNNNNN!!!

Oh, I guess I should announce this - I'll be doing an in-store for this Yoga at "fye" on 51st and 6th (I believe). I guess we'll be doing Yoga and signing copies of the video, if you want to come. It's from noon to 2pm, Friday 1/24/03...the day the most special person in the world was born. I'll announce this again more formally when I figure it out.