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In "Sliding Doors," Gweneth's character comes home from a night of waiting tables and says, "It's amazing how you can actually begin to hate things like tuna." Alright, I think the line is a little different, but let's just say, I think of it often. I even had a good night tonight, but the details can really get to me. For example, when someone asks for a cup of water, then another person says, "Oh, I'll have water too," and the rest of the table says, "Might as well just bring a round of waters," I want to kill myself.

When your job is about every dollar, every single dollar counts. So, today, the issue with the busser sort of pissed me off. The situation was this - the busser didn't bus a single one of my tables. NOT ONE because she was rolling all the silverware into napkins - something we're all supposed to do at the end of the night. I didn't ask her to do my roll-ups for me, but I DO want her to bus my tables. So, she didn't lift a finger, but the boss said we still needed to give her 2% of our sales. I'm sorry, I'm not giving 2% of my sales when that equals 10% of my tips for doing something so fucking easy that I did not ASK her to do for me. I'll give her a dollar for rolling silverware, but how did she earn a bussers salary when she didn't bus my goddamn tables? I gave what I had to, but I have to say, I was pissed. Point about every dollar counting - I owned her $8, which is a lot on a Monday night when you don't do a goddamn thing to deserve it. Yeah, I guess it's stupid, but I can't help it. I was mad.

I have SO much to write about this, but I haven't been able to find much time to do anything these past few days. I just can't get my shit together.

I didn't watch the show tonight. I'm hoping my tape of it comes tomorrow morning so I can write about it and post it up. I heard the details through a few others, and I have a lot to say about it. There is a lot of explanation needed about the mission. It's not very interesting, but it makes a huge difference. This mission caused a lot of controversy between the cast and production.

God, I am boring myself to tears here. Okay, I'm going to stay in tomorrow and do some serious work on this Thought I'm writing. Let's hope it doesn't take five years to write.