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There is a reality show on Bravo called Cirque de Solei Fire Within. There is a Cirque de Solei reality show. Are you understanding me? That's unbelievable. At the same time, do I want to see these people training and fucking up? I feel like I need to believe that they are incapable of messing up, otherwise, I'll have a heart attack if I ever see them.

I'm also watching The It Factor Los Angeles on Bravo. It's that show where you watch these aspiring actors, of course, I think they all have somewhat of a foot in the door. There's no way to record the life of an actor starting from stratch. I find it both interesting and frustrating to watch.

Not too much has been going on. I went out for drinks with Mike and Laura and had a great time. I forgot to mention the other night that Shane came to visit me where I work. Wait...did I mention that? Shane from Campus Crawl. I can't remember anymore. Anyway, it was SO good to see him, and he left me an amazing tip. Thanks, Shane. That was so sweet. Love you.

I'm feeling a bit boring right now, and I think you can tell since you're reading this. I have a few things coming up in the next few months, but I'm not going to announce anything until things are signed away and happening for sure. I'm not one to announce hopeful situations.

Ugh, this It Factor is stressing me out. Change the channel.

Okay E! Let's talk about Wild On with Cindi Taylor. Cindi's narrative voiceovers about how she feels about the place is miserable. Do you agree? I don't remember the format being like that with the other hosts. They were very..."hosty" using that kind of host voice. This is some skinny chick just talking like she's about to do lemon drop shots with her sorority sisters. Also, why did I audition for this show? Why did I say it was my dream job? I'm thinking it's the worst job ever for me. First of all, you travel all around the world - but WITHOUT all the people you love, which defeats the whole point. Then you go to clubs all night, and you have to like it and be interested. Do you know this about me - I HATE clubs. I don't hate clubs, but...yeah, no, I do. I like bars. I love bars, but I fucking hate clubs. I don't like going out dancing at all. I love dancing, but only at bars. All these people at these Wild On things just dancing into the camera as if it's airbrushed...it's not. You look RIDICULOUS making those sexy poses into this camera with your melted, shiny make-up, and your flesh hanging out of your halter tops. Ugh. I hate environments when people are all out to "get some." It's so trashy. I just don't like it. Also, is it wrong that I like that I can see that Cindi Taylor has bad skin? Is it? Because I feel good about myself seeing how bad her skin is. It's pathetic, but I don't care. I like it.

It's late, I'll talk tomorrow.