Don't you love those Saturdays when you have nothing to do and you're psyched about it because you don't want to do a thing? You just want it to rain outside, and you want to just curl under your covers, watching 80's movies, maybe reading a book, drifting in and out of sleep all day without a care in the world. Today isn't one of those days, but I'm definitely treating it like it is. I slept in. I've been eating Dunkin Donuts and beef jerky, and really thinking about doing something productive. Does that help?

I put that shit up on craigslist. Hey, that's something. Now I need to go under my bed and see what I've got there.

I have to work tonight. I don't have the energy, and I'm thinking with the weather predictions, it may not be the most lucrative night of my life. Not to mention I lost my voice. I'm worried about a few stupid things. I guess they're not stupid, but I'm worried, nonetheless. Moving is hard. Even BOXES are expensive. Economy Hardware was trying to charge me $5 a BOX. Not even a big box. I'm like, "HOW DO YOU SLEEP AT NIGHT???!!"

I checked online. Even UPS sells you 10 boxes for $10. Fine, a dollar a box. That sounds reasonable. I think boxes shouldn't be more than a dime, if you ask me, but whatever, I'll pay the dollar. $5 a box?? Ridiculous.

LA. God, can't believe I'm moving there. It was one place I swore I would never move. One place I swore I'd never see myself. Can't even believe it. And even though it is a world that redefines peer pressure, I think I'm going to like it. Isn't that strange? I don't like how stretched apart everything is. I like Boston and New York and Chicago - with things all piled up on each other. Where buildings rise three stories or more. All those damn flat buildings, blocks stretching for miles where all you see is sky. I don't like that. And the trees. I need to near a forest. I need to smell the woods a little bit. Palm trees don't count. Long sticks with a feather on top. Big deal. And this no rain factor? It's not really a plus because without rain, you don't have that amazing post-rain smell in the air - where everything on earth feels refreshed. Not to mention the fact that whenever it does actually rain, everyone on the road flips out because they have no idea how to drive when the ground isn't perfectly dry.

But I'm still thinking I'm going to love it. Weird.

Okay, maybe I should go and actually do something.