I've read that I'm getting married. Of course, no one told me this. I debated for a little while whether or not I should address this piece of "news." I don't usually discuss my romantic life at all on this site. In fact, I don't address it at all because with how open of a book my life can be via TV or my site, there will always be some things that should remain private. Regardless, it was such a juicy piece of gossip, and I have nothing else to really talk about today.

Now, one of the major reasons I didn't say a thing about it was because I thought it would be hilarious if all that shit was sent to me somehow from the registry. Now, wouldn't that be a lovely way to complete an apartment for free. Actually, this is not true because my address is obviously not on there, but STILL - as a concept, it was pretty damn great. Also, I wanted to see how far it would go. I mean, obviously someone set up that whole thing on WeddingChannel.com, maybe I'd have a whole honeymoon planned too. I mean, the date for the wedding has already been set.

I can't imagine being married in a year. I mean, planning the whole wedding right now, and being a Mrs. in ONE year. So scary. I know people my age do it all the time, but it's definitely a bizarre concept. Sometimes, it's hard to believe I'm 24, and 24 isn't even old at all. Still, I feel the same as when I was 15. Some obvious changes, of course, but it's still me, and when I think about being at an age where people get married, buy houses, have children - it seems...surreal. I don't know when people can know for sure and make that leap. People say you just feel it. It doesn't seem absolutely crazy to me - the whole marriage thing as a whole - because I can imagine feeling prepared for it. I'm not prepared now, but imagining what it will feel like when I am prepared, that's a step towards being older, towards maturing.

Either way, I'm never going to have a wedding announcement on a website where there is an online guestbook. That's for damn sure.