I need to talk about American Idol tonight because Anwar inspired me. How I feel about it is as simple as this: The man has a love affair with music. It doesn't matter what happens. I feel like it doesn't even matter if he wins because he has such an honest and true relationship with music that it'll always be a part of his life and that will always be enough to make him happy. However, it is BECAUSE of this that I hope he makes it to the end. I not only loved his performance, I was actually inspired by it. Just unbelievable.

A lot of those guys did well, but it's down to the wire, and here are the guys that should be done: Travis and Constantine. The sad part is, these two guys are so conventionally attractive that they make fucking make it through, and that's nauseating to me because they are grossly out sung here, and they clearly do NOT belong. It pisses me off so much.

I think Scott's time is up, to be honest. Fanaroff gave me chills. I thought he did beautifully. Nikko - he has a beautiful voice, but I just don't care about him. Mario could have done better. He did great, but he should have done what Anwar did and fucking put his ENTIRE SOUL into it.

I also need to throw out there - it's fucking bullshit that Janay is still in this competition. It's probably you same people who voted for Constantine. Come ON! If you like to look at them so much, just take a fucking picture, but STOP putting the rest of us through this agony. Janay??? Are you serious? This girl is one clench away from pissing in her pants. I can't handle this. She's SO not ready for this, and her being a bitch to Simon just makes me want to find the hotel they're all staying in and give her a good slap.

Okay, anyway - I'm BORED. I'm really bored, people. I need a hobby. I talk about this all the time, and I don't do much about it. I'm antsy, and reading a book does not appeal to me. Going out doesn't appeal to me (money). Small talk doesn't appeal to me. But I'll tell you what I need - to laugh REALLY hard. The kind of laugh when I don't even recognize the sounds coming out of my mouth. I laugh a bunch, but right now I'm in the mood to just curl into a ball and clutch my stomach in attempt to reduce the pain from laughing SO hard.

Everything I wrote above I wrote yesterday, but I forgot to post. But since I'm watching the girls sing tonight, I'm going to comment on them. Amanda - same thing. So pretty. Great range and control. Fun performer. I'm NOT excited about her, and I think I JUST figured out why - she's a nice girl, but I think JUST a nice girl. I don't like people just because they're nice. It's not enough. I like people that have a little bit of an edge - something silly, something dark, something dry, somethingy witty. I think she's just...nice. And that doesn't interest me.

Janay - COME THE FUCK ON, PEOPLE. PLEASE END THIS. DO NOT VOTE FOR HER. She's terrible. She does not belong here. Sure, she can do shit I can't - I'm not denying that. But COME ON!!!! You really think she's good enough to continue on here?

Carrie - still love her, got chills. She DID sound nervous for the first time, and she did pick a song too safe. She needs to talk to Anwar and figure out how to tap into her soul. She's forgetting how much she loves music, and she's thinking about the competition. It's no way to win. She's got to remember how much she loves to sing for herself.

Vonzell - I love that girl, but I don't think she was very impressive tonight. Wasn't great.

Nadia - this was the best I've seen her since her first audition. Hair up on my arms the whole time. Everything about that performance was fabulous. Just SOOOO great. So great in every way. I absolutely loved it.

Lindsey - what I DO like about her is that her belting range is really low. I like how someone can be considered successful if they don't have a huge belting range. I checked those notes she sang, and I could hit them without effort, and I always think of having a debilitatingly low belt. Everything Simon said was right - just missing something.

Mikalah - super shaky start, I'm worried. Shit, this was not a good song for her. It's not showing one damn thing. Shit, i'm worried. I love her. She's one of my favorites, and I don't think it was a good idea. I think she's so afraid of being annoying now, that she's subdued. She's lost the attitude. I'm still voting for her because I cannot wait to see what else she can do. She's fabulous, and Simon was absolutely correct. Again.

Jessica - this chick is solid, I can't lie. She sounds like a recording every time. Not a quiver in her voice. I like her. Man, I'm going to vote for her and Nadia this week - this is new for me.

Okay, I'm bored...with everything. I'm going to bed, and I hope that something exciting (in a good/fun way) happens tomorrow.