Though I’m dealing with this pain a little of the new cast coming in and us going out, I’ve thought of something. I don’t know what it is exactly, but Real World was just a taste of what the world will see of me. I know I don’t like fame at all, but I know there is more ahead of me. This sounds cheesy, but I’m destined for greatness. I am. It’s just a feeling, and I know it. I’m going to be really successful, and I’m going to climb up some ladder into the world that I know I want for myself. I know there is more ahead to. I doubt myself a lot, but there is more ahead. I am so excited to make everything come to life because I know I will. I just need to stop being so goddamn afraid. I need to take the step and do something with myself. There is a path in front of me, even though I can’t see it with these eyes yet.