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What do you do when the rug is pulled out from under your
feet?
How hard do you fall when you had no idea it was going to
be pulled out as soon as it was?
When you hit the ground, can you figure out which hurts more,
your body or your ego or your heart?
Have you ever asked yourself, "What's next?" because
you don't think you can handle much more of this game?
Have you ever tried to explain something to someone, but you
couldn't because you were crying too hard?
Have you ever wondered how you'll ever get to sleep tonight?
Do you know what it's like to stare at the ceiling blurred
by tears like glossy blankets on your eyes?
Have you ever been so grateful for the intense support and
ear of a friend?
Have you ever wanted to take away the pain of your friend
long enough so they could get some rest?
Do you know what it's like to think, "Is this really
happening to me?"
Have you ever been so exhausted from carrying the weight of
heartache that you lose your will to complain?
Has anyone ever said words to you that were the exact words
you had most feared you'd hear?
Has it ever been impossible to imagine what it was like when
things were good?
Have you ever wondered if someone is lying to you because
the truth is so humiliating to you they can't even spare to
tell you?
Have you ever kicked yourself for being right in the first
place but letting it get to where it is?
Do you regret things?
Do you know what it's like to regret developing something
that would only end up hurting you later?
Have you ever felt like such a fool that when others' insult
you, you let their harsh words seep into your skin right to
your soul?
Are you familiar with that feeling of not knowing how long
it's going to take this time to forget and move on?
Have you ever gotten tired of being understanding and forgiving?
Have you ever just wanted to be mad and hurtful?
Have you ever been sick and tired of the same old shit?
Do you know what it's like to hate?
Do you know what it's like to want to hate because it feels
better than admitting you're hurt?
Don't you hate it when someone's made a mistake that you know
they'll regret one day?
Don't you ever just want to stop them and slap sense into
them?
Do you believe that awful things are blessings in disguise?
Have you ever kept a secret?
Have you ever felt the truest form of honesty and completion
through ambiguity?
Do you know what it's like to need to share when you crave
privacy?
Do you remember thinking, "Maybe it's me?"
Do you remember then thinking, "It's not me,"?
Can you imagine life the way it will be now when things were
another way for so long?
You know what it's like to wish you could speed up time?
Has anyone ever made you feel stupid when that's the last
thing they wanted to do?
Do you know how much it hurts when you realize you've been
lying to yourself?
Has anyone ever been careless with your gifts, be them words
or trust?
Can you ever trust anyone again?
Can you ever trust your own judgment again?
Have you ever said to yourself, "Not again"?
Have you ever longed for the days when you thought you were
in love with someone who loved you?
Has anyone ever taken back the L-word?
Don't you hate it when people were right?
Don't you hate it when you're wrong?
Don't you hate how unsympathetic and judgmental strangers
can be to whom they dedicate so much time?
Has anyone ever said, "I told you so," or "no
wonder" because they think it's funny, when a day will
come that that person will feel the same pain and would die
if anyone ever treated them the way they treated others?
Have you ever thought to yourself that you quit?
Have you ever just wanted to give up completely?
Have you ever been so torn between the emotions of wanting
to kiss someone and slap them across the face?
Have you ever thought that things would be different if you
had done things differently?
Have you ever been completely unsatisfied with how things
have turned out?
Have you ever just longed for silence?
Has silence ever deafened you?
Have you ever forgotten what it's like to wake up excited
about something?
Have you ever woken up and temporarily forgot what made you
cry yourself to sleep?
Have you ever then remembered a second later and the whole
world collapsed in again before you've even gotten out of
bed?
Have you ever asked why even when you know why because the
explanation doesn't seem fair or right at all?
Isn't it scary when you want to hold someone special so badly
but you can't for so many reasons?
Have you ever found an answer to the billions of questions
you can't stop asking when this happens?
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